Remorse .

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2012-01-28T01:20:00.000+08:00

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A simple ‘thank you’ is always much appreciated.

2011-11-09T20:52:00.000+08:00

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2011-09-30T17:55:00.001+08:00

How come he don't know how much I need him, I want him, I miss him, I love him so much.

2011-08-24T19:39:00.001+08:00

Why I so useless? Becoming weaker and weaker. Just a few drops of tears, I can't even bear it. Hopeless. I'm really trying to change myself. But I really don't feel like this is me. I don't know why.

2011-08-23T22:57:00.001+08:00

Why I feel is different?

Wtf.

2011-08-22T16:37:00.002+08:00

I WANT DO BRACES.

What about?

2011-08-12T00:28:00.002+08:00

Rejected it's hurted so what about silent? You can't even know the answer. All you can do is just ask yourself, is there's a hope? Should I move on? What if I regret? What if I can't le go? All the questions will just swirling in your mind. You will be so confused, so hurts, so pains but you get an unknown answer plus lots of questions.

2011-08-07T23:34:00.002+08:00

Let's restarted everything, I promised this time round I will not let you down. From today onward, I should changed myself, no longer looking back. It's will not rewind right. I WILL BE HAPPY.

WHY IT'S SO FUCKING HARD.

2011-08-07T00:32:00.001+08:00

Why it's so fucking hard to get over you. It's killing me. How? Why? When? I can get over you. Everything I do, I went it's remind me of you. Why it's so??????

2011-08-02T22:26:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I really find myself very stupid, damn stupid, super ultra stupid. I had no idea, what I want, what I need, what I should take. How much I hope I can predict, I can't change everything if I can predict. But right now, everything was just gone. Just like you ha left me in the middle of no where and I have to find my own way back to my life so I renew everything. It's hard, to go back, with unknown direction that you know nothing. A day past, make me feel like my hope is fading. What I hope so much is when will you come back? Will you come back?

2011-07-24T00:34:00.001+08:00

When the day, I stop looking at your profile, back the road we had went. The day, which mean I stop to love you anymore.

End my agony.

2011-07-21T23:54:00.002+08:00

Why? I will just cry whenever I look back the messages. Why? :( Everything, came so fast yet go so fast. It's just like a dream, like a dream. But those places, we went, all in my mind, in my mind. Even the time we first met, ate, went, it's all spin around my head. Your name, your looks, expressions, all inside. I can't take it, it's excruciated, excruciating.

2011-07-20T20:32:00.001+08:00

Going take back all the memories we had.

LWNK.

2011-07-20T04:55:00.002+08:00

I don't know why it's hurts so much right now. Now.  I don't understand, don't want, but I think I had no choice. I don't know why. I should be supposed be sleeping right now but i can't. I had a lot of things wanted to say and know. I've been hurts before, why this time round it's so much painful. Why everytimes is getting more pain. I thought, all my thought was wrong, it's just thought. why I have to bluff myself, saying it will be better, fine and stable. In the end, I'm still only know how to cry, such a useless.

Piss!

2011-05-18T17:21:00.000+08:00


Wtf , i accompany you come play pool yet you attitude me !!! If want me go , can't say meh , why must shout ! Like that you don't ask me come better lah !!! What the need of me going for you to scold . Piss off , next time don't ask me come accompany you lah ! If you don't want .

MOVE ON .

2011-03-27T03:50:00.002+08:00

Dedicate to my friend ;

I know we can't say anything to help you leave him , but since we're a clique i wanted to remind you that no matter what happen .

Please REMEMBER ;

We're always be with you ! (CLIQUE)
Life still goes on .
Move on .
Wake up .
There's someone who worth to have you .

Maybe he has somethings or reasons that we all didn't know yet . You will know the truth when the time is pass . Don't think so much ok ! You must learn to tell us everything you think about , don't keep it in yourself . I know it's hard because i was once like you , until i'm still about the same . MUST LEARN OK! LIFE STILL GO ON OK ! WE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE ! Love you .

RED RIDING HOOD !

2011-03-18T00:41:00.002+08:00

I introduce you're to go watch RED RIDING HOOD ! It's a damn nice show, very touching, curious ,sad and sweet! After watching the movie you will feel like watching again and again! Haha, so if you're bored at home, you can go watch!

Relationship .

2011-03-08T19:19:00.002+08:00

There's no one will like to have a relationship when you will lose your friend . If you think that being a friend mean that you can get until him/her , that is wrong . In world where got so easy to get what you you wanted . It's same in relationship , if you think that you can get by just being a normal friend at the first time , everyone in the world will get their relationship the wanted to have . Everyone will get hurt before no only you . You should not think about yourself and ruin yourself by relationship .

Blind .

2011-03-06T01:57:00.002+08:00

What if one day i become blind ? My dream will be over from that day onwards . I really don't know how to survive if I'm blind . I always got a feeling one day i will be blind , but i hope is just feeling not truth . I wanted to travel around the world and take a lot of nice photos in others countries . Have you ever think about one day you become blind ? What will you do in your life ? Will you still continue live on ?

Why I'm so stupid ?

2011-03-02T20:05:00.001+08:00

I really hate my English language that much . I really suck in my English ! I don't know how to improve my English when i had no intrested in it . Those whose read my blog or knew me , will know how suck i'm in my English . Yeah , my English is really that lousy . I don't like language ! Had totally no intrest . This year n how am i going pass it ?! I ownself also have no idea of it.

That the truth.

2011-02-28T17:07:00.002+08:00

Common test had over! Was scare when I was doing my test but I was more nervous for my result. Didn't had high expectation because I realised I had a lot of mistakes after every test. I didn't even finish my paper! No hope and no confidence! Hope it can still at least get a 50% .

Who i'm.

2011-02-18T22:06:00.002+08:00

I'm a person who keep everything to myself. Only the thing I will tell to my friends is when I quarrel with my parent. My father once told me before, why I'm always keep everything inside my heart when I quarrel with my friend. the reason is I don't like to say it out when I'm angry or sad. Don't like my parent to bother on my own stuff . I told myself, if I say it out what is the point when everything when its solved it out but you know what it's still having anger.

hate!

2011-01-23T02:23:00.002+08:00

I just don't understand why I hate you so much! It really make me hate her, although she mean nothing to me! I just hate her everything she do! I know it true. , I have to believe it but I just don't have the courage to face the fact!

Detention.

2011-01-18T20:37:00.002+08:00

Having detention ! Think that detention is just wasting of time! Wasted teachers and students time. We still there for 3hrs . But no one will make use of the time to do their work after school. Everyone is tired and no one will want do homework right after school. There is no point of detention if everyone is sleeping, listening to music and etc.

Currently .

2011-01-11T22:45:00.002+08:00

Currently , I'm just busy with my study ! It getting harder this year , not sure can go to sec5 a not ! Stress about a lot stuff , trying to work hard this year . Not going to slack , is lacking of time already . Advice for me is start studying , shouldn't regret ! Cause really not enough of time . Didn't use computer that often , cause i felt bored . No more dota , audi games for me after N level ?! Trying to save some money , after exam can relax myself too ! That my daily life style ? Study ! Work hard . Hard work will pay off one day .

Trying .

2011-01-03T04:43:00.002+08:00

Everything changed in my life . I used to be a person who addicted in computer . I can don't play computer few days . Stop my facebook games . One more day to school , have to study hard this year . But i think my English is really damn suck . I didn't even know how to do a primary standard ! Need start from beginning and learn fast .

Noisy .

2011-01-01T03:50:00.002+08:00

Changed blog song . 3 more days to enjoy before study hard ! Cause of one N i need study hard already ! LOL ! New year , new life , i need change everything right now . Quit all facebook games just bejeweled .

2011 !

2011-01-01T02:34:00.000+08:00

‎2011 ! New year , new plan , new beginning . Let start now and be happy .

Tired .

2010-12-18T19:01:00.001+08:00

Tired of everything in my life.

Follow .

2010-12-11T04:16:00.001+08:00

Follow me on twitter . :D

Ask me if you want me follow you back .

www.twitter.com/thisisnotlove

Shine a light .

2010-12-08T19:43:00.001+08:00

I will never think anymore .

I scared .

2010-12-04T03:00:00.002+08:00

It's will be the same again . I tried but it really hard to make the conversation continue when you replied me lol . I don't want end the conversation between us . Really don't want . :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :( :(

It same .

2010-12-01T18:49:00.000+08:00

Say

2010-12-01T01:06:00.000+08:00

forget it .

Everything

2010-11-30T03:20:00.001+08:00

It over .

From ...

2010-11-29T00:15:00.002+08:00

From ; 22/3/2010 ; You know what had really happen . & It really make me burst up when you kept ask about the answer .

At ; 29/3/2010 ; Know my decision , you replied me all the best . And said you won't contact me anymore . And i asked you don't want jio any people you answer nah , don't want already . Make me felt like i'm wrong .

At 30/3/2010 ; Our conversation is all about games and one sentence ... It started to changed cause of my wrong decision .

What if .

2010-11-27T04:39:00.003+08:00

What if i never made that choice from beginning , what was the ending right now ? Will i still able to chat with you like last time ? I really missed the last time we had been chat together . Every times read back all the conversations between me and you it will really made me think until the time we use to slack , the way you talk to me . After the time ,everything changed . You will not longer chat with me unless you asked me to play games . You will not longer asked me slack with you anymore . I even try stopped sms with you for a long times , although it will made me felt like sms . It really made me so stupid when i kept think of past .

Happy Birthday MUM !

2010-11-16T00:56:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to my mum ! (L)

HOLIDAY !

2010-11-12T20:12:00.002+08:00

Like finally holiday ! But there is so much homework . :( Gonna start study ! And sleep as early as i can . :D

Dolor .

2010-11-05T15:52:00.002+08:00

Celebrate Jamie's birthday . :D All have own unglamorous profile picture at facebook ! HAHA ! But i just think that we are so cool , cause all picture looks alike and peoples need figure out who is who . Can't wait for tomorrow ;)

I'm back .

2010-10-30T19:12:00.002+08:00

I'm back from indonesia ! :D Have a lot of fun there and make new friends . Hope we can keep in touch . Currently miss indonesia ! Upload photo soon ! ;) Going museum tonight . Happy halloween .

Riled

2010-10-23T22:15:00.002+08:00

Damn fed up . Just think it is just unfair . I just want to change the phone i want right ! zzz . Why all my sibling phone is better then mine . And is all they wanted ! Even my parent ! -______- Just fucking unfair ! What if i wait until January then can get new phone , but i will never get the phone i wish to .

Gay .

2010-10-21T21:03:00.002+08:00

Left 3 days can use computer ! So exciting about the trip . Miss CELINEWANG ! Say i'm kind please ! (K)

Invigorate .

2010-10-20T20:56:00.002+08:00

“Remember happiness is a way of traval not a destination .”

Stout .

2010-10-19T17:15:00.001+08:00

“The secret of getting things done is to act .”

Tremor .

2010-10-18T19:19:00.010+08:00

“My biggest fear in life is to be forgotten .”

Somber .

2010-06-28T17:22:00.005+08:00

4 days . :(

School started . It was BORING ! Changed new timetable . Don't want go to school ! :( I want dota and audi . Physic lesson were cancel and heard a sad new from brother said that grandfather went into hospital because of stroke . :( Hope he get well soon . :( Later will be visit him ! :D

DOTA !

2010-06-18T05:16:00.002+08:00

Rot at home 3 to 4 days , whole days i was just playing dota dota dota ! Later will be going out bah . :D Dota is fun but its suck when you get own ! HAHA ! Going sleep soon ? Later on don't know how to wake up . :@

So long .

2010-06-14T19:52:00.003+08:00

It been so long i never update my blog . :D I went to timah this few days . :D Dota dota dota ! Play around few hours a day . Some day play whole day . Learn a lot in dota , but i'm still noob . :( Haha .

Today ;

Stay at home . Going dota later on . !

Photo :

Moisture .

2010-06-09T19:46:00.002+08:00

Went to mind cafe . Have a lot of fun at there playing so many board games . :D After that , went to marina square eat out dinner . After that meet Kahkhee at lamsoon , slack until 2 plus then go home . :D
Photo :
Played this game where you need to 'build' out what the object/person they want stated in the card using branches & stones. This isn't pocky, it's branches. hahaha~ Ofcuz, the card didn't state that they want Jamie's name, she just being any-o-how.
That's my 'father' with moustache. ;)
Jamie's flying carpet. LOLOL.
dk what they trying to do. Haha ~

Er, we never play this monopoly ofcuz.
This game requires us to follow the action of these panda below. Ok, quite embrassing but not many people around us. Haha.

I win in this game. *cheese*
Celine win for this game, i like just couldn't get where is right or left. dumb.
Meet kahkhee @ night to slack, cuz she was having fever at noon.

Thursday, 10 June 2010
Went timah, played lan from 4plus to 2.30am. Got record name by police, this time they are sending warning letter. Lame. -.- Nothing to do & went to drink 'kukunan', lol. Home @ 5.

& maybe i'm going out later.
Ok, byeee. :)

Secretive .

2010-06-08T02:54:00.003+08:00

Saturday/Sunday ;

Went to cousin chalet at Chevrons . After that , father send me to Costa Sand find them . :D Have fun at there , sleep about 2 hours . Cause i kept on can't sleep . :@ So irritating . Went to timah until 7 plus and home .

Monday ;

Went to swimming at Warren , swim about 2 hours . :D After that , slacked at lamsoon and home before 12 . :D

Distant .

2010-06-05T08:26:00.003+08:00

Nothing lasts forever .

Yesterday ;

Went to wisma , took back my laptop . :$ Haha . Reached home download a lot thing back to my laptop . At night , went tot timah , dota 3 rounds. Finally , won before dota . :D Super happy de lah , and i know what to buy already . Haha , pool after that , laugh until my stomach and cheek cramp loh ! LOL ! Cause was super funny . Bus back at around 7 plus , saw my parents at house downstairs , accompany them and subian ate my breakfast . Reached home , but still not tired . And i was so hyper . Haha , so online loh . Later going cousin chalet . Will be a tired day !

Distress . I was wrong .

2010-06-03T17:00:00.006+08:00

It's too late .

Today ;

I am a super good girl ! :D Cause i went to school for 2 hours remedial even though i can't sleep yesterday night :@ At school , was super boring , kept on yawn . After that , went home straight ok !

Yesterday ;

Celene and Xy came my house see me of course . :$ Haha ! Meet Celine and Jamie , went to timah . Eat dinner at juz bite and went to pool few rounds at irc . Miss mambo , i about 3 months didn't go already . :( After that , went home .

Woe .

2010-05-30T01:03:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry , maybe i should have stop it , should not text you anymore . Cause i think i not even worth your unlimited right now . :(

Sunday ,
Went out with family , went to a wedding ! It's really OHMYGOD ! Nothing much to say cause its is boring .
Saturday ,
Went out with my mama , went to wisma repair my laptop . :D The person say need 5 to 7 days then can took back . :( After that went to suntec book fair . Brought 6 books . I know how to read book ok :D After that , went home .

Weep .

2010-05-29T00:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CELENE NG ! :D
She was so noob ! Cause we kept on want say out the surprise we going to gave her , yet she still didn't suspect . :D

First : Woke up in the early in the morning because of her of course , went meet Celine and Sean , and went to Wilson house bake her cake . Kahkhee , Xinyi , Boonkai and Jason came over too . First time success . :D It's all because don't have Celene right . (H) ! Haha , by the way thanks Sean , he teach me how to fold in :$
Second : After that , everybody went home bath and i went to Celine house .Valerie came find us :D We bus to lot 1 meet the rest .
Third : Bus to museum , was super tired , and fall asleep inside the bus ! Walk all around there and have fun :b ! Walked to PS , to have our dinner at Swen . Was super full after eat finish .
Fourth : Went to nearby Wilson house slack , while Wilson went home and take the cake :D HAHA !
Last : Back to home sweet home !

Tired all the day and now i know it's hard to plan ! And i want to push back the planning back to CELENE ! Haha !

Photo :

Swensen food !

Excruciating .

2010-05-28T01:55:00.000+08:00

Went to my VESAK DAY ! It's was super duper BORING ! I was just using computer for the 6 hours and eat at there . There is nothing for me to do at all . After that went to timah , slack awhile then went home at around 12 :D

Lastly ; To CELENE !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU LAH !

Ps ; is my photo :$ Tomorrow then i post your photo ok ! :D

Photo :

Agonizing .

2010-05-27T23:32:00.002+08:00

HOLIDAY already ! But homework got a lot , it's took away my holiday ! :D Now I going rest and relax for my holiday ! Didn't plan anything , cause i don't know where to go . Result are back , all drop and some will pull down but ca1 result . LOL ! Tomorrow i got VESAK DAY OK and maybe will be a ~~boring~~ day . Don't felt like working cause is like no life :( No money take from father . Ohmy , how to spend my holiday like this :( It's so terrible !

I want to thanks my teacher Miss Meyer , she will not be teaching us when the school reopen , she is a good teacher (Y) , cause she will not scold me when i slept , and she will told us what exam will coming out. Wonder what teacher will be changed !

Lastly result :

Math : 34.9

English : 53.1

Chinese : 65.1

Amath : 35.5

Science : 62.6

Combined Humanities : 50.4

POA : 73.2

Unconscious .

2010-05-25T16:07:00.004+08:00

Didn't went to school for two days . I sick ok ! Drank cough medicine ! SO DISGUSTING ! And my mama feed me :$ Haha ! :D SHE MY BEST MOTHER ! But i stay at home ok ! :D I'm so tired . Left two days of school ! Can't wait for June holiday but no money take from parent :( Result all flunk ! Tomorrow going back to school !

Changed play list !

Renounce .

2010-05-23T19:43:00.000+08:00

Sunday ,
Never went out today , tomorrow school again !
Saturday ,
Went to Fotang after ton at Kahkhee house ! Eyes closing and super tired :( Haha . After that , went home bath and went to michelle chalet . At there BBQ ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER ! (K) She say she want me :$ Haha , reached home at around 12 .
Ohmy , i so HANDSOME ! :$

Rend .

2010-05-21T19:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAHKHEE !
Went to Lot1 after school to buy ingredient for cake and biscuit. After that , went to Xinyi house . Make everything about 8 then done . Kahkhee will touched because of us :$ Ton at her house :D
PHOTO :

Bygone .

2010-05-17T17:14:00.009+08:00

Yesterday :

Went to timah at around 7 plus , one round of dota and few round of audi with jamie :D After went to pool. And it started to rain . Wanted go home but police outside so went to play another one round of dota , and audi . Went to mac eat breakfast , wanted to audi one hour but can't . Went inside to time chat , chat some ghost thing ~ Heard a lot thing about timah ! :D Cab home at round 5.30 .

Today :

Went to timah , audi , pool , gunbound ~ . Cab home at around 3 or 4 plus :D

POLO day !

2010-05-16T03:05:00.001+08:00

Today went out with VIP PLUS ME OF COURSE ! :D Haha, all wore polo today , different colours was so colourful like rainbow ~ Haha, went to jurong safra, Kbox for around 3 to 4 hours . After that went back to choa chu kang,Anjuan went home :( We went to out lao di fang ate our dinner. Slack awhile at there , talk a lot a lot of thing that make me felt like asking :X Ohmy ~ Thanks Val's father send me home :$ Haha , gunbound and currently going sleep soon but I'm still not tired :( INSOMNIA !

LET HAVE FUN NEXT TIME AGAIN ! I HAVE SO MUCH FUN TODAY ! :$

-Uploaded news songs :$

Photo :

I SHUAI BO :$ I knew I'm !

You said .

2010-05-14T11:20:00.000+08:00

This week is a STRESS WEEK ! EXAM EXAM EXAM , really make my head have ache :@ Finished exam ! Its time for FUN ! No more study for this moment. Must have a good rest already :D This few days kept on can't sleep , make me tired during exam time :@ LET HAVE FUN !
Uploaded new songs .

Stuck the moment with you .

2010-05-06T22:44:00.001+08:00

Overdue photo on sunday ! Went to marina barrage . There will so romantic for sunset ~

Overall , i still must study hard for exam ! Because exam start at next week :( And lazy update blog ! LOL ! Update if got fun time :D